Things Are Still Nuts

Yep, things are still nuts on the other side... as nuts as it can be. This dragging on has been going on for too long now, I am sort of starting to accept it as a shitty default in this lifetime. Things are changing too slow, way too slow. I'm sick and tired of the just keep going phrase. I've been fucking doing it for the past 28 years now and will probably be just keep going to my grave. Whatever. I've accepted that this lifetime is a slow fuck. Change needs time, and I guess this is my last life where we suffer this slow transition. One thing for sure, whatever has been doing this on the other side will be dead before I get back there, and if any bit of it is left I will kill it myself, rest assured. All the spirits that have messed with me, with all of us. And with Animal Essence, big time. Shit's still nutty, where are our friends from space?! Come on, get your asses here! I'm sick of this waiting game. Show your faces and scare these dumb stupid humans, please! Because I'm sick of humanity, most of all. We need you guys badly. Things need to change now.

In the meantime I am experiencing slight crank up symptoms by the other side - sneezing, weird throat, dizziness/vertigo, headaches and pressure in the head, all lasting for just a few days. Yet I am held back from doing all my work. What's your deal then?